Thursday, May 4 2017 - Make it Official

Human Speaks

It is late. 6:32 am. I could spend 90 minutes at this desk easily, writing, coloring, and meditating. Then I would take a shower, allowing myself to enjoy the experience thoroughly. Then I'd wake the kids, and get them off to school. After that, I would either work on the website, or take the dog for a walk. Somewhere in there I would like to see or talk to someone, to co-create a remembrance or healing. 

Now I am feeling a surge of gratitude toward my coaches. Jocelyn Daher, and the ones to come after. I thank them for their service, for paving the way, for lighting torches to draw us forward. This is what I wish to do for others as well. 

Soul Speaks - Opening Prayer

I intend to express my soul and oversoul through writing. I intend for this writing to be honest, authentic, heart-full, and infused with Divine Essence. I intend to be a vessel of Divine Love, with the purpose of seeding this love into Earth. I intend to thrive in an infinite flow of abundance while I joyfully do this work. It is my greatest honor to be given the opportunity to serve. I place my full faith in God, Goddess, I Am, leaving my chains, shackles, and burdens at the Gate of Heaven. They are too heavy to be carried on this journey. I must be light, and free. 

My greatest gift is that of Divine Love. I have many gifts and talents which allow me to express and deliver this love. I am grateful and humbled by all of these gifts. I intend to cherish them and use them to manifest my intentions. I ask for your help to embrace my gifts and talents, and to develop them, so they may be shared with others. 

Monad Speaks

We have come to fortify you. Or really, it is you who have come to us. We are One and the Same.

Join now, with the Sun. We feel anxiety is stopping you. Now, see the Earth below. See the Silver Cord, thick and blazing with white light, connecting your Spirit into Earth. The cord connects to the center, Earth's crystalline core, and travels all through her gridlines. It wraps around the surface, strengthened by the root cords of all inhabiting life. 

NOW, you are linked with the Sun, Life-Giving, Guardian, Fiery golden light pouring into your multi-dimensional body, along with the connection to Earth. Feel the infinite power held within you. Enter the zero point, state of Hara, place of all creative potential. Bring yourself into life dear, you are wanted here. Don't hold anything back. 

Human Speaks

Thank you for this practice. I am still anxious, my body quivering at the core, a feeling of having my root weakened and destabilized. My heart is fluttering faster than usual. I ask my higher self, guardians, and benevolent guides to assist me in opening to the flow of abundance. Speak to me loudly, and I will do my best to listen. We are partners, aligned with the same Will and Purpose. I am the body, the hands, the heart. Let us join our essences, strengthening the bridge between heaven and earth, until there is no barrier in between. Help me move swiftly through dissolution of my attachments, and hold my hand when fear threatens to chase me back to a place of comfort. 

Soul Speaks- Closing Prayer

My Will is Your Will, my Life is your Life. I have remembered Who We Are, and I Am dedicated to the Service of Remembering. Help me to Help Others Remember, as is aligned with their Higher Selves and the Collective Higher Self of Earth. Strengthen the Bridge, Strengthen the Bridge. Exemplify the Vessel. Cleanse and Clear, Brighten and Polish. We are here for You, all of You. We are your humble, and all-powerful Servants. 

Wednesday, May 3 2017 - The Audacity of Intention

 

Human Speaks

How I've missed you. Found myself hurtling back in time these last few days. Not in an altogether unpleasant way, but one which is reminiscent of 6 months ago. Uncle Ted is here from California, and I've felt myself come down to match the familiar celebratory frequency. I'd already felt myself slipping into an ego-centric perspective before his arrival, though. I'm feeling a bit of anxiety now, having diminished my connection to High Spirit via lack of ceremonial practice. Or perhaps All Is Always Perfect?

Soul Speaks

Indeed, it is, but in the land of choice and preferences one must move in one direction or another. I intend to move in the direction of freedom and light, of BEing a channel for Divine Essence, Truth and Love to be seen and felt on Earth. Each time I declare this intention I get a voice that says:

"But what right have you to meddle? Isn't it arrogant to intend for your BEing to affect others? Who are you to direct God's Divine Plan?"

WE have asked for it to be so, I must remind myself. If the Divine Plan, the Higher Collective Human Consciousness, and Earth's Prayer were not aligned with my intentions, I could not be here. 

"But then all three of those must also be aligned with the intentions of ALL others, many if not most of which are opposed to yours. How do you reconcile this?"

Well, it is the time of the Great Remembering. The Acts, Thoughts, and Experiences which Awaken the planet are infinitely varied BEing to BEing. This fact calls us to relax our ideas of what is wanted and worthy. The planet has set Her intention to Remember, and remember she shall, through the movements, efforts, and creations of all. 

We believe that Unity Consciousness brings a great relief, because it eases the tension inherent in a system where God is split into poles. In this scenario the conscious being can "choose" to forget that All Is One, that They Are the Source, and can exert free will from a place of discernment and judgement. 

"Do I want THIS, or THAT?"

Sometimes these choices are made in the mind, weighed and figured. Other times they are made unconsciously, from imprinted memories of the body and emotional system.

The process of awakening is to become increasingly aware of what choices are being made, and from where. The awakened human has more control over the experience of their life, because they have clarity in their perception of cause and effect. 

Once it is remembered that all thoughts, words, and actions created by the human have very real and distinct effects, and that it is up to US to to choose which of these we want to employ, most of us will quickly go about aligning ourselves with choices that bring peace, hope, joy, love, happiness, ease, grace, exaltation, purpose, freedom, and the like. But here now, one must be patient in their observation of cause and effect from their freshly opened eyes. Many scenarios must be played out again and again, so we can make new choices. This process is greatly helped by fostering a deep connection to the heart, so that Love may act as the soother, the healer, the infinite Mother's Compassion, the force which draws us closer to God. Connection to the Heart keeps us aligned with our highest intentions while we lose ourselves in the Hailstorm of Remembering. 

The body does not care much for your timeline or your agenda. Whether emotional or physical, "That Which You Are" is not concerned with the ambitions of your mind, or the fact that NOW you "get it" and are ready to move on to brighter and greener pastures. Have you ever tried to coax a scared animal out from under a couch or some other place of safety? If you have, you will know, "that shit ain't happening" until the ANIMAL determines that proper conditions of safety have been met. And you will also know that it can take several rounds of "one step forward, two steps back" before trust is established. You can expect to encounter "That Which You Are" under these same circumstances. Be gentle and easy with yourself. Have patience. You will not be able to force or scream yourself out from under that couch. Only Love, Compassion, and Gentle Focus will do it. 

Monday, April 17 2017 - Living in Two Worlds

Human Speaks

Here we are. Day 8 of the 21 Day Meditation Series by Deepak and Oprah - "Hope in Uncertain Times". I did the meditation at the beach, at 7:30 am. I've been feeling a lot of upset inside, restlessness, anxiety, desperation. Mental activity was high. Following the meditation, I allowed myself to do some toning, eventually breaking into the non-sense talk of Light Language. This is a process of moving aside and allowing my inner feelings to be expressed as sound. 

The practice above worked to raise my vibration in a significant way. I'm feeling much more centered now, better able to follow my intention for the day which is simply "go with the flow". 

Soul Speaks

I intend to ease into surrender, over and over as necessary, allowing my inner guidance system to lead me into action (or non-action). I intend to grow my relationship to Divine Feminine, Magnetic Force. I sit in stillness, allowing all things to be drawn toward me. I become the attracter, holding a space for electric current to flow into.  I am forming a relationship with my higher chakras, my higher dimensional body. Here, I create all circumstances of my life. Here, I make contact with my galactic family, calling upon them to merge with me, reminding me of my mission and purpose for BEing here. As much I appreciate the beauty around me, the magnificence and brilliance of Earth, I did not come here simply for the experience of it. 

Monad Speaks

We speak through the mouthpiece of YOU. All things are connected and at once all things are individual. This is the Nature of Truth in Your World. We love you, dear human because we ARE you, and we are Love Itself. We are the Unifying Force, that which exists as the bond in, of, and between all things. We are thrilled to be here, to be given this opportunity to join our consciousness with yours. Can You Feel That? God, experiencing Its' Miraculous Creation.  The shock of being here is a Galactic Wonder. We light up in celebration each time one of us is born into form.

Do not forget to experience the Wonder of Life. Pick up sand at the beach and let it run through your fingers, marveling at its' distinct separation from you. 

We are your Guardians. As you play down here in form we are constantly holding you, streaming our love into your World, the one we are Creating Together. 

Human Speaks

This does not explain the hard times, the darknesses. The moments of harsh and abrupt interruption. We are sleeping and our child throws up in her bed. We are with you, floating peacefully in the land of stillness, visualizing gentle sunshine reflecting off clear water, when our child coughs loudly, sending us back into the panic of an unawakened 3D creature. 

Everything is so REAL here. Help us merge this harsh reality with the dreamy, "All Is Love" one. Because now, it is as if we are switching back and forth between both. If pressed to decide which one is "real", well, only one of them screams in our face, making itself impossible to ignore. The other merely waits with infinite patience for us to show up.

Friday, April 14 2017 - The Song of New Earth

Human Speaks

Within, within, within. I am still feeling the restlessness within. Alive, swirling, jumpy. Dance, dance, dance to and fro, hopping, hoping helping. What nonsense is this? 

This is non-sense. You must develop a new sense to process what this is. 

Well, how do I talk with you more, and who are you anyway? 

Monad Speaks

We want to bring messages, expressions of what we are through the veil without thinking. 

As the human my teeth buzz and the back of my throat contracts slightly. What does this statement mean? Is this but laziness of the mind? A slackness, disengagement with the world? It is true though, that creation from any place other than perfect stillness, from a relaxed and open body and mind, seems laborious. 

We feel we're being asked to open. We desire to paint ourselves grandly and effortlessly onto great canvases, poetry spilling out onto pages, complete and perfect prose. Really these are representations of the feeling we're after. The one where we are blended yet individual at the same time. Where we draw the Oneness of All into the expression of One. 

WHY do we wish to do this, you ask? To bring the comfort humanity has been asking for. To illuminate the bridge between All and One. 

Why?

Because doing so, Being so, feels Divine. And We are All Now Choosing to FEEL Divine. 

We Choose NOW to Feel a New Reality. One which is no longer created through the lens of Ego, the Little Mind, but rather carries the Ego on it's shoulder, bouncing it along joyously. When it is time to sleep we lay it down, tuck it in gently, and go off to do our work while it rests. Here, we turn our focus to the Greater Whole, joining forces with the One Light Source, lending our Bodies, Minds, and Spirits to the Will of an Awakening Planet. 

Strength in Numbers, Strength in Volume. We are All Here to Do This Together. That is where the beautiful song of one violin becomes the roaring orchestra, a vibration so powerful it flips form inside out. 

Human Speaks 

I recall now, that my favorite moments in Jr. High School occurred in band. Specifically, the moments when I could discern my own playing while also feeling the resonant strength of the ensemble. The times when my notes flowed through my body, my individual song seeping through my pores and melting into the powerful chorus of All. The collective song would change if I quit playing. Here is where the tiny hairs on my body would stand on end, electrified with feelings of truth, of Home. You can imagine my frustration when the other juveniles would lose focus, disrupting the dance and scattering our efforts. I would sit perfectly still, my face hard and determined, attempting to hold the space open so we could all flow back into it with minimal deviation.

"If I don't move, the spell cannot be broken. I'm not turning my key" I would think, my teeth set hard against each other. 

Monad Speaks

This is what we are here to do. We must practice our playing, fine tune our instruments in preparation to play the Song of The New Earth. If any One of us Quits Playing, The Song Will Change. We are here to Play Our Unique Individual Song, to Feel its Liveliness and Brilliance, and at the same time experience the Pure Unbridled Bliss of the Ensemble flowing through our Multi-Dimensional Bodies. We are One (total), and We are ONE (individual). 

This is the Truth of Now. 

Saturday, April 15 2017- I Am Stone, I Am Earth

Human Speaks

Today my intention is to find center. I woke this morning with considerable anxiety concerning my meditation practice, and a feeling of being generally off-center. 

I did, for a moment, feel my spirit family join me during meditation. I am very pleased and grateful for their presence, and ask that they help guide me in all moments. I invite my higher self and spirit family to join me Now.

Monad Speaks

We are here child. Stream us down through the back of your head and heart. Feel a shimmering, sparkling light infuse your body matrix. 

Soul Speaks

Today I ask for love, and connection to family. This is what feels natural to me. I trust my inner knowing, intuition, and my body's cues. I trust myself to decode and discern these, letting them guide me gently in the flow of my life. I sit on a rock by a stream, warm sun kissing and tickling my skin. I trust that I know what to do in every moment. I trust in my own integrity, and make every attempt to to follow the guidance of my inner knowing. I feel secure, safe, and supported. 

I become the rock I was just sitting on, still warmed by the sun, but with a solid, unmoving timelessness. I Am Stone, and I Am Earth. Granite, perhaps. Rough to the touch and round in shape. Mottled. The stream passes by and I feel its' reverberations. Take me to Heaven on Earth, Aho.