Human Speaks
How I've missed you. Found myself hurtling back in time these last few days. Not in an altogether unpleasant way, but one which is reminiscent of 6 months ago. Uncle Ted is here from California, and I've felt myself come down to match the familiar celebratory frequency. I'd already felt myself slipping into an ego-centric perspective before his arrival, though. I'm feeling a bit of anxiety now, having diminished my connection to High Spirit via lack of ceremonial practice. Or perhaps All Is Always Perfect?
Soul Speaks
Indeed, it is, but in the land of choice and preferences one must move in one direction or another. I intend to move in the direction of freedom and light, of BEing a channel for Divine Essence, Truth and Love to be seen and felt on Earth. Each time I declare this intention I get a voice that says:
"But what right have you to meddle? Isn't it arrogant to intend for your BEing to affect others? Who are you to direct God's Divine Plan?"
WE have asked for it to be so, I must remind myself. If the Divine Plan, the Higher Collective Human Consciousness, and Earth's Prayer were not aligned with my intentions, I could not be here.
"But then all three of those must also be aligned with the intentions of ALL others, many if not most of which are opposed to yours. How do you reconcile this?"
Well, it is the time of the Great Remembering. The Acts, Thoughts, and Experiences which Awaken the planet are infinitely varied BEing to BEing. This fact calls us to relax our ideas of what is wanted and worthy. The planet has set Her intention to Remember, and remember she shall, through the movements, efforts, and creations of all.
We believe that Unity Consciousness brings a great relief, because it eases the tension inherent in a system where God is split into poles. In this scenario the conscious being can "choose" to forget that All Is One, that They Are the Source, and can exert free will from a place of discernment and judgement.
"Do I want THIS, or THAT?"
Sometimes these choices are made in the mind, weighed and figured. Other times they are made unconsciously, from imprinted memories of the body and emotional system.
The process of awakening is to become increasingly aware of what choices are being made, and from where. The awakened human has more control over the experience of their life, because they have clarity in their perception of cause and effect.
Once it is remembered that all thoughts, words, and actions created by the human have very real and distinct effects, and that it is up to US to to choose which of these we want to employ, most of us will quickly go about aligning ourselves with choices that bring peace, hope, joy, love, happiness, ease, grace, exaltation, purpose, freedom, and the like. But here now, one must be patient in their observation of cause and effect from their freshly opened eyes. Many scenarios must be played out again and again, so we can make new choices. This process is greatly helped by fostering a deep connection to the heart, so that Love may act as the soother, the healer, the infinite Mother's Compassion, the force which draws us closer to God. Connection to the Heart keeps us aligned with our highest intentions while we lose ourselves in the Hailstorm of Remembering.
The body does not care much for your timeline or your agenda. Whether emotional or physical, "That Which You Are" is not concerned with the ambitions of your mind, or the fact that NOW you "get it" and are ready to move on to brighter and greener pastures. Have you ever tried to coax a scared animal out from under a couch or some other place of safety? If you have, you will know, "that shit ain't happening" until the ANIMAL determines that proper conditions of safety have been met. And you will also know that it can take several rounds of "one step forward, two steps back" before trust is established. You can expect to encounter "That Which You Are" under these same circumstances. Be gentle and easy with yourself. Have patience. You will not be able to force or scream yourself out from under that couch. Only Love, Compassion, and Gentle Focus will do it.
