Human Speaks

My first impulse in the morning is usually to write. Even though I've got a new mandala making its' way to my action-surface, when I sit down at my desk I grab my pen first.

Does anyone want to read anything anymore? In the land of live videos and graphic art montages, who wants to slow down and read some boring old words?

I felt a constriction in my high heart and throat chakra when I wrote that. Great feedback, body.

Soul Level Awareness- Emotional Body Scan

What do we intend for today? Well first, we are grateful to wake up into the life we live. We can feel our Self active, fulfilled, living a purposeful, abundant life. When we go deeper, though, we are feeling sad. What is this?

We are feeling like no one wants us again. Life maybe God doesn't want us.

What is the lesson here?

The Fairy Elf Boy

This sadness brings us to a dark forest.

We are something like an elf, a fairy boy with a pointed red hat. We are leaning against a thick tree, seated on moss-covered ground. This boy feels lonely. Off in the distance there is a clearing, and a group of other fairy elves are there. They are all dancing around merrily, wearing blue pointed hats.

The boy feels conflicted. He WANTS to feel like he belongs, but at the same time he Believes that he Does Not. There is something he likes about the melancholy sadness of being alone, of being different. His sadness makes him unique, special. Feeling special allows him to love himself, and it allows his Little Mind to feel important and defined.

Human: What of this fairy boy?

Higher Self: YOU are the fairy boy. Let his loneliness sink into you.

Human: I feel it. It makes me want to get up and do something! To become engaged with the world. I am a social creature! Self imposed isolation is a cage. I see now I've lived much of my life this way.

Higher Self: Yes! Free your spirit! Drop your facade and run wild through the trees. When you approach the clearing, sit at the edge and watch for a while. Let yourself lie back and roll around on the grass, if that calls you. When you're ready, ask to join the game. Dare to notice how the "blue hats" are similar to you, instead of how they are different.

Closing Reflections

I Am What You Are, We Are One! I can choose to notice what is different between us, or I can choose to notice what is the same. Either way, I can learn who I Uniquely Am. The question is, do I want a side dish of connection, or loneliness?

Relax, Beloved Ego. We understand your resistance to sameness. At first glance it appears that you will be annihilated by the relentless light. Let yourself open to it, and you will see the true brilliance of your Self, as you also recognize the brilliance in others. You will see your blue and magenta soul light up and join the party. None of God's unique expressions is boring! Relax into the peace of knowing, and feeling, All is One.