Hello, Again. Nice to see you. It has been a Long Time.
It has been quite a long time since I posted to this site. I cannot say exactly what happened, except that my cousin died at the end of July and since then my routine has been scrambled. The spaceship I'm traveling on changed its trajectory. I always knew I would be back, though. The question was, in what form?
I am still in the middle of a transformation, and I don't know where my spaceship will land next, or the details of the path we are currently on. Our challenge is finding ways to love this uncertainty, to let go of who we think we are, what we think we need, to get less serious and find more ways to play, and to reconnect the parts of ourselves we lost to addictive behaviors and struggle.
All has not been lost. In this time I have learned that I AM an artist, meaning the purpose and joy of my life is to express what I carry inside, making it visible and available to the world. When I am aligned with my flow, everything I do becomes an art project, whether it is writing, drawing, moving, speaking, singing, listening, feeling, or receiving. Of course, this creative muscle is the one I've developed the least, and exposing it is the thing which gives me the most fear.
We are all becoming better, truer versions of ourselves all the time
I'm learning to live for myself as opposed to seeking approval and attention from others. I am slowly increasing my self worth, alleviating my fear of humiliation and being exposed. As I fortify myself, I move into the practice of recognizing all others as unique expressions of the One Source God. That last one is a very advanced asana, despite the proliferation of "we are all one" on the web and in your local yoga studio.
I would like to share a few messages that have come through to help me as I approach the season of darkness. My hope is that they will stir your soul, alleviate some of your discomfort, inspire you to create something, widen the space you're living in, or bring you a bit closer to remembering YOU are a DIVINE Being. You, and I, are also completely Human, no matter how beautiful and inspiring our artwork or channeled messages get. That is completely perfect. So lets help each other claim more of who WE are.
November 10 2017 - An invitation to Stillness, Audio Recording.
Sample: "We do not wish to ask for anything, as our asking feels like resistance. We have fears and desires, but we do not voice them, lest they interfere with the potency and beauty of our stillness. As a Divine Vessel, we open to Receive God, the Breath of Life, into our Sacred Temples. This we release as quickly as it came, lest its brute force be stagnated and turned to poison in our bodies".
November 13 2017 - Shallow Pleasures and an Anonymous Channel.
My brain is buzzing with shallow delights like honey toast and social media attention. It reminds me of looking up to view the stars while in the city. You can almost see them, but light pollution blocks most of it. This is how I feel about my brain on simple pleasures. Inner brilliance, like the stars, is always present, yet I can't see it through the artificial light of Brain Candy.
The hot lemon water I'm drinking is calming me down, clearing some of the sugar fog from my mind. My inner pearl, the one seated right over my solar plexus, is increasing its' shine. The Rishi (geometric scalar wave) Code of AS comes into my mind. Ah it feels so good to clear my energy field using these codes from the Institute of Divine Potential. And Serendipitously, the DNA Regenesis course link has been restored to me. Now we begin to see the light in our stars.
Are there any messages? I feel my jaw tingling, the sign that something wishes to come forth.
Sometimes it is frustrating when the energy comes through scrambled, in raw form. Sometimes it is beautiful. But now, I can feel words trying to form in my mouth. There is an uncomfortable pressure on my chest, and I've got a slight headache.
Love, Anonymous
We are here to serve you. Worry not who we are. We are your inner mind, your hazy first light in the evening. Watch the hours fall, silently. This is the end, and this is also the beginning. Some of you will know the purpose of all the waiting, all the worrying, all the starting and ending. You have no choice but to go through it, so keep your head lifted and walk with grace. You cannot feel the hot coals under your feet when the Light of God burns brightly within you. Clear your Body Temple. Clear it! Worship it! But only as the temporary vessel it is. Know that all physical things must die. They Must! Take it all, every turn of the wheel, every pleasure and pain, every breeze and sunset, every twitch and needle. You are Here, You are Breathing.
